I have about an inch of rather strange hair. It has blond tips followed by a dull wet pavement kind of colour. I'm going to let it grow a little longer before I do anything too drastic. Have decided that It must be done before the party season starts in earnest.
My social life is going very well and I honestly feel my old self. I'm still slightly bloated and can't wait for that to go but running up and down the club stairs will soon shift it. Despite being bloated I've managed to have an extremely lovely and warm romantic interlude that left me feeling like a proper woman again. I'm not going to go into details as I think that's slightly vulgar and besides its my business only.
One odd thing I've noticed. Its nothing to do with cancer. Is the very strange atmosphere in London at the moment. This week alone I've been delayed on the tube 3 times by suicides on the tracks and I know there have been far more than usual. I've also noticed that there is lots of arguing going on. I had the first ever argument with one of my brothers this week about the most ridiculous thing (money). I have to say its left me very shaken as I'm not a confrontational person. Also naughty daughter and I have been bickering more than ever and she has been very volatile. Is it due to the financial crisis or is there something in the air? All rather worrying anyway.
On a happy note I had the most amazing conversation with my brother who lives in New Zealand. he called yesterday morning. I so love and miss him. Can't wait to go and visit him in Jan. He is the main reason I'm going to continue with this blog. He and his wife read it and they love it as it helps them to feel close to me and the family.
Love you John and Tonya.